If you expected a post about makeup, this is not it, I just felt the need to sit and write. I feel like this is the place where I have the freedom to express myself. I can't decide if this year went fast or slow but I just know that I'm glad it's over. There were some very good and some very bad things that happened, good I will remember, bad I hope not. So I only want to talk about good ones.

I finished my first year of architecture, it was tough and I'm proud of myself if I'm allowed to say that. I had an amazing time at Exit in July where I spent some quality time with two of my best friends and listened to some amazing music. Then I went to Greece with my boyfriend and another very good friend of mine with her boyfriend, it was so nice. I miss the waves and the stars so much.

My birthday this year was very important, I don't know if everyone will get it but I haven't touched my phone that day (night actually). The truth is that I spend too much time browsing social media looking for something, wishing for something, life I want to live? But that night I had everything that I needed. And when I blew my candles I wished that everything just stays like that.

And finally, 2015 was the year that I went out of my comfort zone and started this blog. Honestly, there were some people that I expected more support from, but I can't complain because there is good number of people that do support me, and it actually opened my eyes a lot. I never expected to succeed right in the beginning, I just started with a goal to do my best and always give my honest opinion. And enjoy it because the only reason I'm doing this is because I love doing it.

In 2015 I also got two new tattoos, big ones this time, and they mean so much to me.

For New Years Eve I'm staying at home with my loved one because that's what I want, to welcome it in family love, piece and laughter. I just need to love and feel loved. This year made me weaker because of the people, things, nerves and health I lost in it, but it also made me stronger because I learned what is really important in life. So if you got to here, and if you ever read my posts, thank you so much for that, it really means a lot to me. Really happy New Year's and lot of love and laughter in it! 

   Ako ste očekivali post o šminki, ovo nije to, samo sam želela da sednem i ispričam se (možda i sama sa sobom), jer ovde imam slobodu. Ne mogu da se odlučim da li je ova godina prošla brzo ili sporo, ali znam da mi je drago što se završila. Bilo je i mnogo dobrog i mnogo lošeg, dobro ću pamtiti, a loše nadam se zaboraviti. Priča mi se jedino o onim dobrim.

Završila sam prvu godinu arhitekture, bilo je teško i ponosna sam na sebe, ako smem to da kažem. Predobro sam se provela u julu na Exit-u gde sam provela malo više vremena sa dve od mojih najboljih drugarica i slušala sjajnu muziku. Onda sam išla na more sa dečkom i još jednom jako dobrom drugaricom i bilo je pre div no. Nedostaju mi talasi i zvezde mnogo.

Moj rodjendan ove godine mi je jako značajan jer, ne znam da li će iko razumeti ali, nisam uzela telefon u ruke ceo dan (tj noć). Istina je da provodim previše vremena na društvenim mrežama tražeći nešto, želeći nešto, život kakav želim? Ali te noći sam imala sve što mi treba. I kada sam oduvala svećice, poželela sam samo da sve ostane baš tako.

I napokon, 2015. je godina kada sam se oslobodila i počela ovaj blog. Iskreno, od nekih ljudi sam očekivala više podrške, ali ne mogu da se žalim jer postoji dovoljno osoba koje me podržavaju i zapravo sam mnogo toga shvatila. Nikada nisam ni očekivala ni mislila da ću uspeti odmah na početku, samo sam počela sa ciljem da dam najbolje što imam i uvek budem iskrena. I uživam u njemu jer je jedini razlog mog bavljenja svime ovim zato što to volim. 

U 2015. sam se takodje tetovirala još 2 puta, ovoga puta veliko i znače mi mnogo.

2016.-u ću čekati u toplini doma sa onima koje volim jer je to ono što želim, da joj pružim dobrodošlicu u ljubavi, miru i smehu. Jedino što želim je da volim i da se osećam voljeno. Ova godina me je očinila slabijom zbog ljudi, stvari, nerava i zdravlja koje sam izgubila, ali me je takodje ojačala jer sam naučila šta je stvarno važno u životu. Akoste izdržali do ovde sa čitanjem, i ako ikada i čitate šta ja pišem, hvala beskrajno, mnoo mi znači. Veoma srećna Nova Godina i mnogo ljubavi i smeha u njoj!

Love you all so much, D

   Due this rainy and cold October weather, all I want to do is to stay under my blanket. My second year of Uni started, so I'm at it 4 days a week and already have much work and with it comes stress. How will I make it trough, how will I achieve everything in time and manage my blog at the same time... I felt like I lost inspiration so I'm looking for it in everything. I waited whole day to find a perfect idea for my next post, and in the end I waited too long until there was no more natural light to shoot with. Then I thought that maybe I should try with a personal post. I made myself hot chocolate, lit a candle, put on some relaxing music and went on. These are some facts you maybe (or maybe not) wanted to know about me, I will write them randomly as I think of them:

1. I was born in Belgrade, but I lived in Obrenovac until I turned 8.

2. I have a boyfriend for 2 and a half year now, we've been through a lot and I love sharing my life with him.

3. I have 3 tattoos, although some people never notice my third one because it represents constellation and is made up of dots. I want more of course and I already have plans for some. If you're interested I will talk about my tattoos in a separated post.

4. I love to eat, a lot, too much. But I don't eat that much as my body shows. There are some people who are skinny no matter how much they eat or what they do, but for me it's just that everything I eat glues on my body. I have been struggling with my weight my whole life, there were always some people to tell me that I'm fat and that I should lose weight. I was at my best shape at the end of highschool, but then the Uni came, and I put on a lot of weight because of a lot of stress, and not being physically active. Now I'm just trying to learn to love myself the way I am.

5. I love painting my nails but when I'm nervous, which is most of the time, I rip my nailpolish off and I really need to stop. -.-

6. I love watching shows where people (especially kids) sing, and I really enjoy people who sing well. I sing okay, but I always wish I did sing better.

7. I'm terrified of my voice on recordings or when I see myself in a video clip or something. That is why I will probably never have courage to vlog.

8. I enjoy different kinds of music, but my favorite band ever is Hurts.

9. My favorite actor is Benedict Cumberbatch. Then Tom Hiddelson, Tom Hardy and Johhny Depp. But Ben first.

10. My life goal is to live in the UK, next to the ocean, probably Brighton. (Although I have never been to the UK)

11. My favorite tv shows are Bones and Greys Anatomy. I also love True Blood, The Vampire Diaries and I watched every single episode of Sex and The City for a couple of times.

12. When I was a kid, I was obsessed with all CSI shows, and also with LA, Miami and NY ink. The sound of tattoo machines buzzing calmed me, and I used to watch them when I solved some big jigsaw puzzles. That's probably why now I enjoy getting tattooed, and instead of scaring me, the sound of tattoo machine relaxes me and makes it hurt less.

13. I played valleyball for at least 7 years, and I will forever miss playing it.

14. I actually draw very well, I'm (my) best at portraits, but I'm just too lazy, and maybe I draw 7 portraits in the past 5 years. That's a waste, because with practice who knows what I could do, but I always feel like I have something better to do.

15. I can do anything I set up my mind to and if I give my best, but to start and to want it enough is the hardest part.

16. My family doesn't support my tattoos, because that's not so 'normal' here, and because I'm bad influence to my younger brothers and sisters. But I think I should really stay myself and do whatever makes me happy, and build my life how I want it because... it is mine?

17. I think education is important, not because I think that people without it are not good enough or not worth the job or whatever, but because I want to learn as much as I can about what I love and want to do for the rest of my life.

18. I love traveling, meeting new cities, seas, oceans and buildings. And dogs. :3

19. I love airports, airplanes, freeshops, airport coffees, sandwiches and suitcases and that *oh my god I'm traveling* feeling.

20. My favorite foods are fries, burgers, pizza, chips, this was very hard to pick, but if not I would go on forever. From sweets, my favorites are ice cream, Kinder Bueno and Nutella.

21. I don't know how would I function without my best friends. As time passed by I learned who are my real friends, and I'm most thankful for having them in my life.
22. I'm scared of deep water, although I love the ocean. But what I'm afraid the most of is the death of the people I love. 

23. I believe that mermaids exist.

24. I'm still a kid inside, and enjoy legos and cartoons that I loved as a kid.

25. I'm a cup hoarder, I now have 5 favorite cups and love buying new ones.

26. I'm fascinated by the moon, then the stars. I can stand at the middle of the street and stare at the moon, and when it's especially big I want to shout to all the people to look at it and I'm confused because how some people can pass the street not looking at it. 

27. I still don't have my drivers license! I actually love driving in a car and can't wait to drive my own, I really don't know why I still hadn't started taking the lessons. Mainly because I don't have enough time, or I don't know how to organize, but in the end I think it's because I'm too lazy. That needs to stop and I need to drive!

28. My bestfriend calls me potato and seal, and that describes me the best. I'm potato-seal.

29. I believe there is beauty in everything, that we should enjoy every second of our lives and in that saying 'without the dark we'd never see the stars'.

30. I really hope this was interesting to read.

Love, Dunja x